Wednesday, April 1, 2009

HEART OF THE MATTER


HEART OF THE MATTER – HAPPY 17th ANNIVERSARY


Praise to God , Alhamdulillah , we celebrate our 17th Anniversary this month. I am so extremely touched by the wonderful gift from you dear. Keep the presents coming .haha. I can do with 1 more LV and 1 more Celine and 1 more Choppard and 1 more vacation ….just kidding. Sincerely, above all , my wish is, for the LOVE and PASSION to continue to flourish, like the flowing river ………….…AMIN.

Dear, looking back, it has been a long journey. When we first got married ,I looked thru rosy tinted glass, saw 2 beautiful dancing swans, happy ever after .And and then some years into mariage my definition changed when the journey got bumpy, the ride got rough and the onset of sudden storm. I panicked. However, in recent years, my ideas on marriage took on, a more absolute ,concrete form. A potrait of Happiness, because of our partnership. And no ,I am no longer looking thru rosy tinted glass anymore. I am well aware that we are in this for the long haul. Of course when two lives intertwined so closely, so intimately , it presents its own set of conflicts. But I am always thankful for your vision , we build to last , with God’s willing. I have learned that when trouble strikes , it is meant to pull us together and not apart. Struggles are there, to help build us , to be more resilient. Conflicts are there , so we learn to devise creative solution whilst managing our emotions. Thank you.

Sometimes I will revisit the DREAM. At times doubts seep in. Is the DREAM relevant still ? Is the DREAM valid now? 1 thing for sure, it has to be a bigger DREAM everytime ,else the pursuit becomes mundane and the magic is forever lost.

Darling I am grateful to you for loving me when I am fun, well, happy crazy and still love me when I am sick, sickening, stubborn, snoring , silly and saggin etc etc
My guess is …… It is a PASSIONATE PURSUIT

DEAR , Happy 17th Anniversary…….…many more years InSYAALLAH.

LOVE ,